Yes, I would love to have a guy to lean on. A guy that holds my hand when I’m scared. I guy that just grabs my hand at a random moment. Where we can spend all day, just laying around, talking and being happy. Also, a guy that can go to church with me. A guy that shares my dreams and hopes..
But, everytime I start getting impatient, I remind myself that God has it all figured out. I’m not ready yet for that type of relationship. I may think that I am, but God knows there is more I have to do first, to be ready.
I also realize, I love helping people. I love doing everything I can to be someone that people can lean on. My friends can lean on. I love seeing people be happy. I love helping kids, I love giving everything I’ve got to kids, and to church. If I was in a relationship right now, I don’t think I would be able to balance well. God has got me, I’m believing that.